Identity or Ideality

Powerful enthusiasm, misty thoughts; I endowed the passion of intensifying my vows with these two aspirations. Unfortunately, I turned out to be wrong, wrong in the way I have always just dreamt, wrong in the way I never worked. Today, I stand with my own language, my self made words, some mean to you some do not. All that I have right now is just these bundles of letters. And I know, only these bundles have always been by my side. I have always wondered if there is any other alienated person existing in this planet but ever to mention such existence is always ideal. The vibe one gets talking to me is just 'some new experience' they say. Oh my pretty soul, there is no-one noticing, I am more than just something new.

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Falling For Fall 🍁

It was never in my mind that I'd be able to look at the fog in the mornings as my shine to light. It was never in my dreams that I'd intended to love the dry leaves that smell like pine. I feel obsessed now, with the winds that bring me the smell of the oceans miles away. I feel chiseled as those rays of sun fall upon me. It was never an intention to gaze at the rips of trees, as they depart with the leaves. It was never in my dreams that I would torch upon the mud that showed me every inch of shiny pearls of sand. As I look upon myself now and then, I feel like I never had in my dreams to look as beautiful as I am. Freckles on my cheeks, prettier than blush, Scars as a mark that tell me who I am and rashes that make me look tough. I'm falling in love with every bit of me as I fall in love with you, I see everything beautiful as I sense the peace of fall. I'm falling for you fall, I could have never imagined I'd be this graceful....

I Am the star 🌟

Cause I never believed in death. You do not die, you reach the next dimension in this big whole universe, your emotions might not be the same elsewhere but the only thing that'll persist is, Love. You live to love, you love to live, you leave and your loved ones shed tears, you shed tears when your loved ones leave. The universe is a loop, a loop of existence. Cause you never die. You grow old to reach another place young and beautiful, again. They say death is uncertain, I say you don't know the future, when you have to leave, leave for another beautiful journey, the journey that I know won't be easy. No one knows where we go but we certainly will depart, the souls that won't fade will be revolving around, shattered apart. You might be thinking of God, God who is supposed to be the creator of you, but I know I am the creator of myself choosing my life, where I'll take it, how I'll make it. Indeed God exists, I am a kind, you too are one. Let's just fade t...

Just a little....

Little do you know, how bad my scars hurt, Little do you know, who I am. Little have you been knowing, what my purposes are, Little are your thoughts about what I pursue. Might those lonely nights of mine seem like an insomniac burden, How my chubby cheeks at a smile and a bro fist at meet envy you. But oh darling! little do you know, little oh little do you know me. Blank pages in your diaries, full of words are mine, Little do you know, how better your pen is than your voice. Empty is your glass, sometimes full of water, Little do you know, the relief of a glass half full or quarter. Farther I seek, more I wanna know, Little do you know, that little do I know, how painful it is to walk barefoot on the streets, how hard it is to know you're lost. Little do you know, oh darling, Little have you always known, you are the one I've been searching all my life, and little are my dreams of finding you one day. And little better will that day be, for m...

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